Someone asked me why I have not posted anything for awhile. Truth is, I have really nothing to write about. I am at a point where nothing seems to interest me. I know that sounds weird and somewhat negative…but it is not. I am not speaking in a negative manner. I just feel (for lack of a better word)…bored. I am not sure if that is even the right word. It is not like I have nothing to do. My work day keeps me busy and my personal life is full. It is just that I no longer derive the same amount of gratification from my surroundings as I did before. Not sure what the deal is…I feel like I am on this ladder and ever so often I will take a step. I feel like I have exhausted all sense of “being” from where I stand, and I am ready to move to the next step (or frame or whatever you would call that handle thingy on a ladder). Except for the space has increased and I am now too short to reach the next level. LOL. Meaning, I am not sure what would really be fulfilling for me right now. I suppose the only thing to do is close my eyes and jump, hoping that I will catch the frame before I fall. This would go back to my ‘New Years’ post. Combating fear and stepping out of my comfort zone is the only way to find what I am looking for. It is actually pretty exciting when you sit and think about it.
Onward Faeridrops- CHARGE!!!!
Any exciting stories of discovery anyone would like to share?